F+

Ok, F+ doesn't really exist I am sure of that. It sounds no better than an F, but thats how horribly I performed on exams this past week. I feel sick to my stomach as days/feelings of UC Berkeley resurface for me. I know that I have not given 100% in studying, but it is REALLY hard more than ever before. My plate is more than full and I have people pulling at me from all angles. I know that I am not the first and I stand on many shoulders. I have turned over a new leaf, sort of...I had my first session of tutoring and it felt really good. I am taking my fate into my own hands at this point. It is do or die! Failing is not an option, nor is taking a pause in my program.

My goal for this week is to do another session of tutoring, try to get classmates to form a study group with me (yet again), and to organize myself. I have to grasp this info because peoples' lives depend on it.