Karma

I never thought I believed in karma, but I guess I do because the scriptures do say, "you reap what you sow." Life is definitely about cause and effect! That has been my life lately, a series of cause and effect events; but, I never could understand...always asking why me? I think deep down inside I dont believe its due to my actions. Our causes often recoshey to those close and dear to us. One persons wrong doings or not-so-smart move can reak havoc on a multitude. Ok, yeah so I am being very incognito right now. At this point, I am searching for a new beginning in many ways to my life. Somethings take a back seat because they dont seem so important, while others are at the forefront of my mind.

So on the real...the desert is dead, but I have to suffer through it until school is done. Well started too. LOL. I have a 2 yr plan - short term of course.

1) Start and finish nursing school
2) Sell my existing home
3) Get employed in the Bay - UCSF or Summit??
4) Purchase home in the Bay?

Im gonna meditate and pray on this all the time. It is my motivation to freedom. I think I am ready and pray I am deserving of some good karma these days.