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December 13, 2006

Packem Up & Movem Out!

So my husband thinks this is the final sign, the car accident that is. To start off our lovely morning, the insurance adjuster is being a complete ass (excuse my french, but anyone whos been here knows what I mean)! The appraiser said its totalled out for sure - GREATTTT damn it, and now the adjuster is acting like she dont want to cover it. Prayer is needed at this point, all day everyday!!!

Hubby is ready to move the hell back home. The desert has been nothing but bad news since we came. But is it a sign or just an easy way to run from problems. Oh no, I want to move back home faster than fungus grows on food - but I dont want to do it in haste. I mean how much more can we take. Its been a string of bad things for 2yrs now... I feel asleep at the wheel early in pregnancy totaling out my Saab...we get an good running Infiniti which then gets stolen out of our DAMN driveway a couple weeks before I delivered...strings of unemployment levels...and NOW THIS!!! I'm at my wits end and I am not a quitter, but I am having second thoughts. So I end with a prayer...

Please Father forgive us and show us the message you are sending. We need you to step in and do your work. I don't want to be the kind of person that comes ONLY when times get rough, but this is a job only you can fix. Please make it right and just in our favor. Hallelu Yahweh, Praise Yahweh!

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