Finding My Way Back...

Rejoicing in Yahweh!!! I feel like I am finding my way back home again. For a while I was on a sort of spiritual hiatus if you will, but I am slowly regrounding myself. I never stopped believing, but just allowed myself to get caught up in "worldly" pleasures more.

Yesterday was the beginning of my doula recertification, but with a slightly different approach. I believe that Yahweh put me there because I needed the peace in my life. For most of this pregnancy I have been dealing with a lot of trials unable to focus on me and my unborn star. I am confident that going through this training is going to help me tremendously: it will help me find my center, reflect on my past birth experience, prepare for my home birth, and reestablish my parenting skills. This all connects to my spiritual "rebirth" because it is all a rebirth for me. In the past, Yahweh's way was the glue that held me and my family together and I am ready to get back on that track. I thank Yahweh for blessing me with a humble spirit, to not be boastful nor offend others. So, today I am rejoicing in Yahweh for helping me to get out of the bed at 5am yet again to start another day - thankful that I have a 3 day weekend - thankful for the roof over my head - thankful for my circle of family (blood and spiritual). Its a great day and I hope to stay positive.

Peace and blessings