Will the dark cloud ever let up?

Ever part of a new day teaches me something new. Just when we think we are two steps closer to comfort, something else knocks us down. My never ending financial saga continues as the bills keep rolling in, as do the problems. I have a plan, but I need Yahweh to step in and bless it to come into fruition.

The semester is just about over offering great and bad outcomes. I am PISSED that I have to retake Pathophysiology. Yes, its just as difficult as it sounds. This is the one thing that I dreaded; but, honestly, I knew that it would come to this because my heart was not in it. I was just coasting through each day of class finishing assignments last minute. Yahweh helped me realize that my family and pregnancy must take precedence right now. School will always be there. As I finish up my last two weeks of nutrition class, I feel a huge weight coming off my shoulders. Once that time comes...It's time to parteeeeeeeeee as I return home for a long needed vacation. I am going to have everyday planned down to the T. I cannot wait!!!

Then I can focus on doing things that bring me peace of mind like crocheting, scrapbooking, amateur sewing, and cleaning HOUSE!!! Im a pretty chill person, but between my grotesque job, poor status, no car-having, school stressing, pregnant self - I have lost myself in the balance and i can see the difference. So, now its all about me, myself, and I (in a positive way that is).