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December 9, 2005

Pushed to the Limits

Have you ever had a day when you just reached your absolute limit? From the time you wake up until the moment you lay down to rest your weary head, you just wanted to scream? I mean standing on a mountain top and just letting it all out? Days like this seem to come more often than not lately. I have always been a strong woman, but my gutt and my conscious tell me when enough is enough.

The ending of this week, closed another chapter in my life. I continue to face the sorrows of my reality, but tonight I am trying to move towards a brighter light. Funny how it seems like most of my blogs contain a similar message, but I guess I just haven't gotten there yet.

The scriptures say that when you marry, your zeal for knowledge shifts. How true and wise the Father is. Being a wife and mother is viewed with high esteem, but what occurs to the WOMAN inside. I don't know if most men can ever understand - women pour out there heart and soul before everyone and leave it there vulnerable. Then 10, 20 years later, those billion of women hunger for the journey to reconnect them with that soul again. But can they be reunited? Thats my quest...

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