Learning

Became an RN...check
Got a f/t nursing job with benefits...check
Got a "nanny"...check

With all of these accomplishments, I am feeling outside my body lately. A surge of emotions has me unsure of myself and questioning the importance of it all. Other nurses tell me that its normal and it will pass. The first year sucks they say. While I am feeling a tad bit more confident in my bed side manner, managing the daily task at hand seems unreachable right now. I know my weeknesses and boy they are yelling out to me these days. But my prayer is that I will not run from them, but instead face them head on to get better.