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April 26, 2009

Can't Help Myself

Ok, since my life in this current space in time consists of nothing but taking in mounds of book knowledge, I have given myself just a few minutes to blog. The simplest way to say it is that nursing school has my head all discombobilated (sp?). See! I am not even sure if that is how you spell that but you get the jist. Over the last few weeks I have been bombarded with pure signs of my faky fakerson, early dementia antics. Here are just a few:

1. My family kept noticing the irritating swarm of knats in my house for days only for me to FINALLY find the culprit...I forgot to clean my juicer out at least a month ago!! :O In my hubbies efforts to clean the kitchen he pushed the darn thing out of site (taking away my visual reminder to take care of that) and I found a crusty, moldy, knat feast!! It was over before it started!! I was 5seconds away from throwing it away until my conscious reminded me how much it cost and I just had to take the plunge and clean it.

2. I continue to make and break plans with people which has never been my ammo

3. My house is in complete disarray and its suffocating me

4. The biggest one of them all...I literally put my Palm 755p in the damn washer while in a rush to head home and lighten my moms load at the same time since she helps me with my girls. Needless to say, its dead and I suffered the wrath.

How do I get myself out of the memory lapse mess? Everyday I wake up with good intentions, but fail miserably. The healing process began with admitting you have a problem - which I did. I admitted to my hardest critic...the hubby. I told him "when you see me doing to much, please remind me to slow down" so thats my plan slow down, pace myself, and just remind myself that its almost over - I am half way there.

2 comments:

Mina said...

Dont worry! I do the same things and I am have nothing to blame it on. Focus on you and school; the rest will fall into place!

Anonymous said...

Does your husband have time to clean the house?