Note to Self

I am in my first block and things are getting a bit eratic for me in life. I feel like I am emotionally out of control. Being pregnant in nursing school is not only physically taxing, but mentally too. Lately I have been 2nd guessing my every move. Is that normal? I have already faced 2 minor obstacles thus far and I can literally feel my BP rising while I'm in the moment. I believe in conspiracy theory and I often feel the world is against me. My husband checked me last night about that and I am in full reflection mode now. I have to pick myself up by the boot straps and get it together.

Midwifery is my calling my life and this is the path to it. As hard as the days get, I pray for the strength to get through it. So, note to self..."You are confident, strong, and capable of all that you put your hands to do. Remember the reasons for your choice and focus on the light at the end of the tunnel."