Growth

I finally feel like I'm making strides, obtaining self-awareness, and moving towards my aspirations. This weekend lacked sleep, but I feel a bit rejuvenated in thought. Sometimes I tread this earth in mass confusion, wavering to and fro. Yahweh said that we cannot be on both sides of the fence and I think I'm standing on it like a balancing beam hoping that the answers will hit me like lightening as to the moves I am supposed to be making. I realize that I need clarity, reflection, and healing for myself in many ways in order to gain the healthy relationships I want in my life. Not all relationships you have in life are good for you although they may feel like heaven. Although I am 30, I get the feeling I am really moving towards adulthood more and more by the day. Nobody knows the answers to it all which is why we are guided by Yahweh to the things He has planned for us. Today I stay prayerful and steadfast in my mission - well Yahweh's mission for me.