I dont know

Life is definitely what you make it, but its also filled with ebbs and flows. I think this rollercoaster is essential for many different reasons. Driving in traffice this morning, I had an epiphany! I realized that my ambitions are sometimes out of my reach at this moment in time. My hearts desire is to travel right now and as much as I try to make this occur, I keep getting shot down. Well not shot down - rather, my responsibilities (i.e. children) prevent me right now. I will never regret having my amazing children, but there is something to be said about "doing you" early in your life because children are life altering.

With all this said, I guess I now need to focus on my career and nursing school - whenever that occurs. I am so ready to start school to take me out of my desert misery. I think next month will bring good news.