Clear the Air

It's 70 degrees...window's open and I have begun the daunting task of decluttering my home. I have put it aside for too long, so I woke this morning and started in my bedroom and hit the Mt. Everest pile of clothes that I had to fold. Praise Yahweh, the baby slept till 10am which gave me about 2hrs to tackle my procrastination. I cleaned the bathrooms, mopped the floors, vacuumed, and started the shredding/filing process. Now of course I still have far to go on my list, but I have broken ground at least. I am praying that this decluttering of my home will do the same for my life and remove this hovering dark cloud that just wont seem to leave.

This morning I woke up to the realization that my usual positive outlook has been smothered by constant verbalization of negative outcomes and gestures. Its time for me to step aside and let Yahweh do His work. Somehow I have lost site of the MOST important thing which is human because we all get blinded by life's struggle when its choking us the most. I don't know that I have every just layed back and left it in Yahweh's hands completely. While he gives us choices, He still has the final say.

So, cheers to a new beginning and the end of what has been holding me back all along...myself.