In His Hands

Yahweh is pounding lessons into my head left and right these days. Leaving most things up to Him is probably the biggest one. All things ARE for a reason as much as I hate to admit it. It feels like the control of my "world" is slipping through my fingers as we speak, but I am a tad bit more joyful just realizing that I cant control everything. So, I throw my hands up and leave it up to Him and pray for a miracle. Stressing only makes my health worse - it doesnt pull a miracle out of my behind.

I am back home again...able to continue my part time job and be a mother to my babies with no worries. That is much more important to me at this point. Yahweh sent me a "needy" baby for a reason - one I havent quite figured out yet, LOL. She needs me and I have to be there. My mission this week is to get my darn nursing app in once and for all, but I keep getting hit by walls. Believe me those walls are coming down this WEEK darn it!