Gots to get better

Yahweh I cry out to you! When will it all change?! I am extremely exhausted by the constant roller coaster that is seems to be my life. Every day is a struggle, but I find finances to be at the forefront of it all. I am trying to be positive. But every new obstacle has me one step closer to giving up, maybe even insanity! I don't want to be rich, just comfortable. Well...Rich would be great, but I will settle for comfort. My man and I are so stressed that we are at each others throat at times instead of building each other up. My conscious keeps telling me its all a result of our spiritual negligence. Am I right? Is there such a thing? I know I am not completely right with you and I am sorry. There is such a fine line between your way and the cares of this life. I am on the verge of finding a job again, but it breaks my heart to have to be in a place where I cannot fully commit to the needs of my new baby because of trying to keep our heads above water. Would things be different if we moved back home? Cant run away from things though because the problems never leave. What is the answer I ask?