This morning I think I had some sort of epiphany! I was saying my morning prayer as the words just flowed freely from my heart. I realized how much of a control freak I am and that my ultimate goal is to live a spiritual life that makes Yahweh smile everyday. Lately I have been feeling like im on a spiritual hiatus due to some transition, but I know deep down that I just want to be able to go to sleep at night with a great conscious.
As difficult as things are in my life right now, Yahweh has helped me stand strong and percervere...and that is only through his mercy. I have wanted to give up many times. As a control freak, I get stressed and bent out of shape when things dont "fall into place." All tests are for a reason and I realized today that there is always someone in worse situations than you. Watching ER (I know, off the subject right, LOL) brought me to tears because I feel so far removed from the struggles of the world. I KNOW that genocide is occuring all over Africa and that children are dying to disease and hunger daily. BUT unfortunately that is not "on my street" so I am oblivious to that reality. Praise Yahweh for all he has done today - for my family, children, husband, and home of comfort. Today I am celebrating life - the new chapters in it.
The Mama is a FastGirl
16 years ago
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Thank you for a great post! It is so true what we take for granted and complain about! We have been blessed so much, just by where we were born and who are parents were. We need to keep the celebration going and remember it in our actions and words!
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