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November 10, 2005

Vivid...Reality?????

You ever had a dream that seemed so real while you were in it, that you woke up in a panic?? Well, that was me last night. Brace yourselves yall! I only remember the small important details...my mother, brothers and their families, and myself were on some kind of road trip. We made a pitch stop to the YMCA or something to use the restroom. I was still me in my "current form" - pregnant. I went to the restroom and started feeling this cramping feeling. It just didn't feel right. The pain got worse and worse, then my gutt told me "somethings not right". So, I reached down between my legs, to feel my babies small head piercing from my womb. Blood was everywhere! I screamed out loud crying, asking someone to get my mom. I just kept ballin in tears holding my 6 week baby, who sized up to a 5 month old, in my hand. My mom came in and just put her hand down screaming "nooooooo..."

I woke up in histerics!!! Once reality set in, I rolled over to my husband telling him the nightmare I had. He said, "its just a dream," and goes back to snoring. I know it was a dream, but it seemed so real. You know what i mean? So, how real are dreams? Or, what TRUE meaning do they hold? Its a mistery to me, but I am thankful that this one was just that...A DREAM (Yahweh willing).

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