Not July Yet ;)

This morning the Creator reminded me that words are powerful. What we say out loud carries truth, weight, importance, and a request. Through what seems to be the mother ship of dark clouds and gloom, we usually can't see all the little things and blessings. Yeh this is nothing new, but why do we forget it? I think because its easier to find comfort in feeling down, having a pity party. But when being honest with ourselves we remember that we are human: carnal minded, in the flesh, living in the moment.

About a month ago, I said "I am giving myself until July before I brainstorm plan B in my job hunting attempt" because I was banking on a new grad opportunity. When that fell through the cracks I lost hope once again, but didn't want to give up in the back of my mind. I'm not a quitter damn it and in my life when I want something I get it! Ok, not necessarily ALWAYS when I want it LOL, but that's Yahweh reminding me who's boss ;) Two days before my self-proclaimed date, I have my first nursing job interview today in six months!! Med/Surg Women's services. How perfect is that? Yahweh does have my back. I am so elated, nervous, and confident all at once. All I know is that I want this job as much as the butterflies grow in my stomach. I need this, my family needs this, the community needs this. I'm gonna get it, Yahweh willing. Prayers go up and blessings come down: the prayer mission is complete, may Yahweh bring me the blessing of "we would like to offer you the job"