In the beginning

This blog has metamorphosed into many things since its inception about four years ago. However, the core of it has always been putting my emotions on e-paper while in the moment. Tonight is no different.

6months post graduation, I thought I would be sitting on cloud 9 by now. Instead, I have been battling the continuous tornado of events: unable to land a nursing job, health issues, financial issues, etc. The usual me would never let this stop me, but its all beginning to take its tole.

In life we are all dealt a deck of cards and its up to us to determine how we will play the hand right? Well I used to think so. The situation has me doubting so much and asking why? In efforts to pick myself up, Im searching for plan B. What I really need is serenity, a place to hide, so i can regain my strength, inner peace, and self-confidence back. Unfortunately, its summer time in the desert which puts a damper on my spirit because its so freakin hot (the seasons here work the opposite on me compared to normal weather). One thing is for sure, I will not give up, I stay prayerful, but I would really like some answers from above.