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February 14, 2010

Mind of Matter

Last night I had the weirdest dream, but it was so surreal at the same time. It felt so real that my subconscious didn't jump in to tell me while sleeping, "hey you already got past this." So what does it mean? why am I dreaming this? Here is the dream in a nutshell, so lets dissect.

In the dream I had already passed my final block of nursing school. I was
now at the application and NCLEX taking stage. I sent in my HUGE licensing
fees WITH A CHECK. One day while chilling with my mom at church :/ I see 3
of my former instructors enter the room with very disturbed and saddened looks on
their faces. Immediately I knew something was wrong. They pulled me
aside and said, "State says you cannot test/license because you are not allowed
to write a check from the same account" I was so puzzled by this, in shock
even! "What do you mean? What do they expect me to do? So now
what?" I began to cry immediately in disbelief and wonder. Why in the
world was this happening to me. The one African American instructor that I
had was pissed and doing everything she could to change the matter. In the
meantime, I went back to church :\ asking folks for direction on what to
do. I went back to my instructor and said surely there has to be a way?! I
will rebel against the system because this is bull---! Then I woke up when
I realized it really was just a dream because I already got my licensing
documents in hand and passed NCLEX.


For all you dream interpreters out there, what do you think this means?

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