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November 2, 2009

Get Back Up Again

Lately school and the people of it have me seriously doubting myself and my abilities. A nervous break down might be near. Thinking back to day 1 of the nursing program just a year ago, I was such a different person then. Different in the sense that I was confident in the direction I was going and what I was called to do. Somewhere in the process of having my 3rd child during block 1, just passing block 2, and constantly being reminded that Im not Joe College anymore, I lost a part of me. I have been allowing everyone else to tell me what THEY think I should do, if I will succeed, and will I make it. The creator is so great...tonight I heard a song that spoke to my heart, I almost cried it hit so deep. I had to share the song...I'm still standing by Monica:

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