Starvation

It 10pm Saturday night and what am I doing? Studying for Exam #2 :( While most normal people are out painting the town red, laughing, smiling, dancing, drinking, and simply enjoying life, I have been cooped up in my tiny condo for the past 3 days studying for this test. I am starving literally! I am malnourished in the areas of communication, love, conversation, social endeavors...simply put - I need to get a life for at least a moment in time! I feel a bit closterphobic, but the only thing that keeps me going is that I didnt do well on the first exam and my life for block 2 depends on all future exam greatness. This is a horrible place to be because it causes stress, anxiety, and feeling overwhelmed. I keep asking myself how in the hell did i get here? You know the place in time when you feel like you will never get done, never cover all the information, let alone retain any of it?! yes thats me.

I had to take a small break to gather my thoughts and get me pumped again to get back at the books tonight. Its late, I wanna retire to the bed or watch a good movie. But that simply aint gonna happen. All I can seem to do right now is pray that my cranky be lately infant will sleep throughout the night tonight because I will be needed much rest before my study group practice test in the morning.

Starvation is not good - it leads to malabsorption, disease and death. So you best believe come Monday night I plans to get me some much needed and desired food...first on the list is a good movie and glass of wine :)