Why this Test?

I realize that I haven't blogged in a minute. Mostly because I didnt really know what to say and didnt want to become repitative. But today I have tons to say but mostly through emotion. As I sit at work today, I find myself completely numb - just going through the motions. I would much rather be at the hospital singing to my 7yr old nephew who lies in the bed unresponsive, poked and proded on, and quiet. As I massage his feet hoping to stimulate something through his reflex points, tears fall down praying for change in his face. I just want to hear his voice once more. Life is precious, I know this. Times like this, nothing seems important. All the petty shit dont amount to nothing! How dare me complain about my stressful days, when I am blessed to get up everyday and I have to sit and watch my gorgeous, intelligent nephew fight for his life. Children are such a blessing, enduring through all struggle. Prayers go up and blessings come down! May Yahweh bless us all with understand, healing, strength, thanks, and joy in the morning. Peace and blessings