Me, Myself, & I Part 2

After being with someone for 13 years I think I have forgotten what its like to be alone. In my current state, I find myself wondering how in the world do people do this?! I thoroughly enjoy the company of another and it feels like a double edged sword without it. I love the freedom and peace that I have, but miss companionship. As the days pass by my reality of being alone sets in stronger and stronger and I hope depression doesnt settle in. Now I wonder whether or not I am a statistic and fall into many categories...single mom, Baby mama, Baby daddy, etc. I am moving on with life but i know this is just the beginning of many hardships and milestones as well. Now i pray that Yahweh blesses my dreams and aspirations to come true according my 5 year plan EXACTLy?! I know that is asking a lot but he said ASK and YOU SHALL RECIEVE.