What is the Lesson

A horrible turn of events has occured in my life, but I cant speak on it right now. All I can say is that there has to be some lesson that I am to learn from it. I pray for strength and understanding. This is a place I never want to be again. Trying to remain positive is very hard when you are in the middle of what seems like a disaster. I cant wait for this coming week to be over. At this point I am more than ready to leave this hell hole and roll back to Cali. Nothing can be as daunting at this place, but you cant run either. I must sign out now.