What Does It All Mean?

I am officially JOBLESS all over again as of 5 min ago! Sometimes I wonder why I depend on people anyway? Honestly, things change in life and you have to run with the punches. Although my excitement was less than desirable, I was getting used to being a career mom again. At the same time I love and adore my beautiful babies. Taking care of them is my first desire in life, but its a bit of a fairytale when you dont have the single income finances coming in.

My husband tells me it will be ok, but I am an avid planner and that is easier said than done in my eyes. But, once again, Yahweh may be telling me its time to wait on him and look to His plan. I just want to have consistency, closer, advancement, and stability in my life. Is that too much to ask? Every hurdle just makes me want to bounce more and more daily. But you can't run away from your problem or obstacles. You have to face them head on and realize the strength and courage that lies within you. So, now im on the hunt for trustworthy childcare and another job.