It is so frustrating how life seems so detrimental and unbearable when obstacles are thrown your way. For most of my pregnancy, I have had to endure through MANY tests and lately wonder how in the world have I made it this far. Every day the cloud seems to get a bit darker, but Yahweh continues to help me wake up and rise again to start all over again. I miss the contentment in my life.

Training was so enlightening last night because I got to reflect on "what's on my street?" Many times we judge people not knowing their struggle and so I had to look at my current situation. I am HIGHLY stressed, but I have a VERY difficult time sympathizing with people that do not "get the job done". Much of my life has been struggle in different ways, but there is no time to pout - you gotta pull yourself up by the boot straps and do the darn thing. Struggle makes us stronger even though we may not understand the lesson at the time.

The cloud seems to be clearing slowly. I look forward to the day when i can rest my mind, body, and spirit.