I aint no excel spreadsheet junkie, but I am definitely a bonified control freak! ; ) I can admit my flaws. Putting my fate in someone elses hands gives me chills. I am going through a trial right now that it forces me into a wall. How do I let go of the reigns?
I have come to face reality that I might continue to be a working woman after the baby is born, but I am praying that it is in a much different capacity. After all, if i am going to have to sacrifice time with my newborn baby, it show in the hell better be worth it. Oh no...I think I am hyperventilating just thinking about it! My baby!!! How can I abandon her vital time of need? My maternal instincts kick in 360% after the baby is born - so I dont know what the situation will be. Pray for me yall!
The Mama is a FastGirl
16 years ago
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Girl, it will be interesting when our bundles of joy get here. Then the real freaking out will begin (well at least for me anyways!) Its so hard to let go...but thats what we need to do at times.
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