Why is everyday so miserable?

Today, someone reminded me (because they are filled with the Ramadan/Eid spirit) to be thankful I have a job in the midst of my constant whining and complaining of hating my job for so many reasons. Thank you, you know who you are. Now, digressing...I still dislike my job because it is so stressful. For those that knew me during my first pregnancy, you know how I tend to seclude myself. I refuse to be surrounded by negativity and undue stress, but that is exactly what bombards me EVERYDAY here. With the constant imbalance of emotions and hormones, I just want to break down and cry because I feel like I am losing control of my main quest in life...PEACE. I pray for something to fall into my lap REALLLLL soon because I think I am going to crack, blow up, or chew someones head off real soon. Thats all I have for now. See ya in 2 n 2. LOL