No control in life

Today is a new day! Started off great and then one thing was able to put a wrench in it. It's like I had an epiphany or something...everything is according to a plan. We have choices but ultimately our path is set. With that said, what in the world is my path. I think I am still on a mission to find myself in many ways. I mean I am a secure, self-confident young woman, but I am always on a mission to make change and better myself. Change is hard when you have things or people in the way of your progress. Do I need to step back again like I did when I was pregnant. I was so great! I refused to be surrounded my negative people who are miserable in their lives. Whats that called? Negative energy transferance? You know when a persons negative energy bounces off of them and on to you? Anyway, I digress. My life is a little topsy tervy right now, but I will reground myself. That must first start in prayer which I am moving towards. Well, unfortunately I must work now. Ahhhhhh the joys of life...this I have no control over. I have to work to pay the bills. But I can choose to work somewhere that appreciates my skills. That is my mission.

Peace